I can’t possibly love or be in a relationship with someone else. I’m still in love with Demaria and i wish that u wasn’t. But I can’t help how i feel I need a lot more time to my self then I thought I did. The first step is accepting that I am still in love with him so now at this point I Am ready to move forward with my life. Letting Demaria go is apart of this process. When I’m ready to be in a relationship the moment will present it’s self. Until then I’m willing to better myself focus on school and getting a job. This is my stage of recovery I’ll let Love will find me.